Today is a day to
remember. 5 years go was a turning point of my life. A lot of things have been
happened since then. I changed my thought and believe. I learn so much from
this single incident much more than everything I learned in the university.
My life transformed both
positively and negatively. I failed twice in my business and still having an
unresolved court case due to partnership problem.
Presently, I am building
the third business. I ventured into internet marketing business in November
2006 (last year).
Since then, I meet a lot
of people from around the world. My heart opens to the world again after being
imprisoned for 5 years. Seminars, meetings and private forums are my ways of
keeping in touch with friends and making new friends.
One day, at the night of
25th of December 2006, while I was checking emails as usual, I come
across to a video (a Christmas gift) from Ben Shaffer. It is “The Secret”,
featuring The Law of Attraction. I have heard and read of this law but I never
understand it so deeply.
While I was watching the
documovie, suddenly, a mixture of feeling grew within me. I feel the fear, the
pain, the excitement, the happiness, the regret, the sorrow, and feel like want
to scream.
It reflects everything I
have done in my life. I was blown away. I couldn’t believe what I see and what
I hear. I begin to understand every little or major events that happened in my
life.
I have attracted too much
of things that I don’t want. That’s why I end up living miserably in my own
world. In another word, I have made the wrong wishes to the genie in the magic
lamp.
I used to ask, why all
these happened to me. Now, the answer is just right before my eyes. I begin to
understand why I live in such an awful life for all these years and why
everything always seems wrong to me. Those pieces of puzzles were put together
one by one. I begin to see the clear picture. Now, I wish I would have known
this 7 years earlier. I buried my head into my hand.
However, it was too late
as human kind don’t have the ability to turn back the time yet at this point of
writing. There is no point looking back to the past. According to the law of
attraction, thinking of the bad things will attract more on the bad things.
I know what I should do
now. In order to change my life, I must first change my thought. It was my
thought that caused all the troubles to me all these years. After watching the
movie, I begin to look forward. I look far into the future. What will it be?
What the universe have in store for me?
I visualize everyday, when
I wake up, and before I go to bed to materialize the dreams; As Bob Proctor
said, “If you can see it in your brain, you will hold it in your hand.”
Besides, I dress myself
with good emotions everyday. I start to feel good, feel happy, feel grateful,
feel the joy and the love, even it is not there. I believe that the universe
will answer to the nature of my song and Manifest!
I also have changed the
words I say: from “boring” to “peaceful”, from “I don’t want to be poor” to “I
want to be rich”, from “I don’t want to be late” to “I want to be on time” and
so on.
All these are not new
things. When I landed myself in network marketing, people keep on asking me to
visualize, when I read Anthony Robbin’s book, he says, we must visualize our goals
persistently. To tell you the truth, I never do that. Why?
Many times in our life we
heard people said that we must feel good all the time. Teachers in our school,
radio programs, TV programs, magazines, self development column in the
newspaper all suggest us to feel good but how many of us actually do that? A
very small percentage I bet. Why?
I believe the answer to
the 2 questions above is because we don’t know the importance of visualization.
We don’t know how to visualize, we don’t know what will happen if we don’t
visualize. It appears to be weird and not making sense for me when somebody
told me that we can achieve our goals just by visualize them.
Similarly, we don’t feel
good all the time because we don’t know the power of feeling good, how to feel
good and what will happen if we don’t feel good.
If the why (we want to do
it) is not strong enough, it is very unlikely for us to follow and change.
Watching “The Secret” alone eliminates all the obstacles. Now I know why I must
visualize, why I must feel good, why I must change my thought and why I must
change my words. I have a very strong reason behind them which is, I DON’T WANT
THE HISTORY TO REPEAT ITSELF!
Today, as I sit here,
looking back at these 5 years journey, analyzing every single action I have
taken, every decision I have made, every words I have said, every wave of
thought I have sent to the universe, I begin the understand the reason behind
every positive and negative event that happened in my life.
It’s a long long journey…
Have a safe journey,
Raymond
www.whatdoyousaytoacne.com